happy to have everything

oopppsssyy... i think i have abandon my blog for a month... and make it looks like its half dead... haha... im sorry... i just dunno wat to write that's y im not blogging... haha... i have been working for 2 and a half months already... many things make me view things differently... im abit tired of working... but still enjoying it...

sometimes its really scary having the thought of jumping from 1 stage to another... first, u were born... then later u need to learn walking and talking... and later u go to kindergarten... no wonder ppl say the happiest moment is when u were small... thats no fear and no worries... then u will be in primary school... when u can get really close to your friends, then its time to say goodbye and move on to next stage-secondary school... having more stress and stress due to exams and finals... its a dread when the results are out... and after that, u go to college and uni... its really like a roller coaster... after one step, u need to go through everything all over again... having good results this time, doesnt mean its good the next time... having fun friends in college, doesnt mean having it in uni... all i wanna say is that its really not easy to be in every stage... and sometimes, if u made the wrong step, u will regret it when u look back years later...

yea... its true that im abit afraid of going uni now... cause i dunno wat will happen... plus im already having a long holiday which is like 6 months not studying... im scared that i will not get on track fast enough after going to uni... but seriously, i will try my best...

i still remember my first day of college was really unhappy... cause there was no one that i noe in my class... but after knowing everyone, then we get closer... we helped each other and shared joyful moments together... the first 3 months was still ok... having only monthly tests and experiments to do... then later on, we have assignments, mid year exams, presentations, big experiments, trials and finally final exams... it was busy like hell, but i think i really enjoy it... its the fastest year that i ever had... cause SAM is really a rush and hectic course... having TER 90.30 as my results is already better than wat i expected... i tot i will not have a 90... haha...

3 months later, i will be in IMU started my nutrition and dietetic course... i have the thought of being a nutritionist since i was form 4... when im in form 5, the course was finally held in IMU... so i think its a fate... now, im getting nearer and nearer to it... im just abit scared that things are not getting so smoothly as wat i thought... as i grow older, my worries double up...

just letting all my thoughts out... and i guess this is my most emo post ever... hahaha... sorry guys, im not that emo as wat u thought... lol...